unbreak
If you were a nobody in my book,
If you were just somebody i didnt pay atention to,
If you were somebody i didn't care for,
If you were just a regular sort of friend...
(But you're not, You're simply not...)
Somebody like everybody else,
Somebody totally insignificant to me,
Somebody who's such an ease to hurt,
Somebody I coud tell it straight-forward to,
Somebody who would be so easy to say this to...
(Since you're not; and that's the case...)
That makes it harder to say what i have to say;
That's the reason why I couldn't give you my immediate reaction;
That's the reason why I chose to keep my answer to myself;
That's the reason why I changed my honest to goodness thoughts;
That's the reason why I can't tell you what I really think and feel;
(Yup... I can't, so instead...)
'Coz you might misinterpret it as anger or hatred,
'Coz you might feel that I don't want you to be happy,
'Coz you might think that it's only bitterness or jealousy,
'Coz you might mistake my good intention into something negative,
'Coz you might believe that I have a hidden agenda or simply being selfish...
(I'm really not, in reality that is..)
When actually I only want what's best for you,
When the truth is I'm wishing only for you happiness,
When from the bottom of my heart I'm glad you've been awakened,
When in fact I want you to go for what would make you feel complete,
When at the end of the day, though I think you could be rushing into what could possibly be a mistake...
(Perhaps it is, but still...)
I could only wish you luck,
I could only trust you're not,
I could only hope for the best,
I could only pray for guidance,
I could only stop myself...
(It's for the best; if not to stop myself from...)Giving peculiar alternatives,Pointing out the ugly possibilities,Saying the things that first came to my mind,Reacting negatively to my paranoid scenarios,That was all when you easily told me...
(However I simply can honestly...)
But rather just be totally happy for you;
because you truly deserve it,
But rather just extend my hand of congratulations;
because I know you want it to come from me,
But rather just hope for your safety and well-being;
because that will make me feel at ease,
But rather just simply wish you luck and more blessings;
because that's what I want for both you and me,
But rather bid you a heartfelt goodbye and thanks for the memories you've given and the mark you've left in the short span of time we've shared...
(In the end...)
I am, and can only be, the best friend that I can be! 'Coz that's what I chose to be...
(Someday we'll come to realize when everything was right the begin with...)
-gif lt.
;10:30 PM
loves.
GOD =) || family (",) || friends ;) || sweet gestures || romantic acts || long conversations || moonlight walks on the beach || SUNSETS / sunrise || swept off my feet || personally written poems || SENERADES
hates.
HYPOCRITES! || PLAYERS / LIERS / smooth talkers & the sort || being... judged || told what to do || smirked at || intentionally ignored || left hanging || taken advantage of
calendar/events ?
my bro's & tita's bday!
mother's day!
my debut. 10/10 - tagal pa!.
my forever wish list!(:
true love =)
simple things.
happiness.
yesterdays. (my archives)
October 2004
January 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
November 2006
December 2006
April 2007
