unbreak
I've been wanting to blog, just haven't found the time and energy to update. Even now as I'm typing my update, I'm still in a rush so bare with me. Well, I've been here in the Philippines for a month now. So I've been surrounding myself with the college craze in that short span of time, and I will hopefully continue to surround my days with that same atmosphere for the next four years. Original plans, didn't push through accordingy, so the year I spent in the States studying partially gr. 12 has become some what a waste of time but I'm looking at it like tha instead I see it as part of my learningn experience. Plus that's still not totally out of the picture for I'm still on the waiting process though I'm not all that hyped up for the result (specifically to spend the rest of my life there) but whatever happens... happens. Hopefully, anything that transpires, work out for the best.
So back to my other plans that's been pushed quietly aside, well... my ultimate Atenean (don't think that's even a word..hahah) dream has been and is currently being crushed. First coz I went home late so there was no chance for me to even take the exams, not to mention the fact that I was technically delayed coz of that greener pasture thing blah blah blah. So my next plan was to just enroll to CEU ( my mom's alma matter... dentistry!) and just transfer to Ateneo during my second year but I'm starting to let go of that now. I'm not letting go of my "dream to study at Ateneo", but I'm starting to let go of the fact of "actually transferring there". It's just too much of a hassle... To transfer schools, find credited subjects, hopefully avoid being an irregular student, transfer dorm, so on and so forth! Aaarrgghh... and I don't even know how to commute properly. Hahha... there's so much I need to learn. But I'm happy about that. I'm making up for all the wasted time, now I'm back to my super productive, ultra active, uberrrrr busy phase! Not that I'm complaining though my sched. does get a little crazy at times, I still manage to juggle everything such as make time for myself, my friends, my family at tha same time meet all the necessary academic requirements, social routines as well as all the extra co-curricular activities. Imagine all that in the span of one month... whoossshh! I'm aleady getting tired just writing all this down. haha...
2 guild / orgs maximum in school? great! I'm maximizing it... there's too much creative juices for it to just go to waste. I love it! But my body aches and my bones hurt right now especially after that Dramatic Guild Audition, then workshop! It was worth it though... I made it! Although that doesn't necessarily mean I'm in the plays.. still have to work extra hard and audition extra for that. Wish me luck! I hope I maintain my grades too, coz it'll be a shame to loose my Honor's Society memebership. That'll be a downer... Oh well atleast everything's going great so far. So a little luck and a lot of prayer's what I need. Thanks to those who believed, believes and continues to belive in me! Love you and miss you all. muah.muah.muah.
'Til my next entry... Ciao!
-gif l.t.
;4:35 PM
loves.
GOD =) || family (",) || friends ;) || sweet gestures || romantic acts || long conversations || moonlight walks on the beach || SUNSETS / sunrise || swept off my feet || personally written poems || SENERADES
hates.
HYPOCRITES! || PLAYERS / LIERS / smooth talkers & the sort || being... judged || told what to do || smirked at || intentionally ignored || left hanging || taken advantage of
calendar/events ?
my bro's & tita's bday!
mother's day!
my debut. 10/10 - tagal pa!.
my forever wish list!(:
true love =)
simple things.
happiness.
yesterdays. (my archives)
October 2004
January 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
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November 2006
December 2006
April 2007
