secrets of the opinionated; another chapter in her life...

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Gone are the good old days like a trail of bread crumbs...

The edifice that is my life is crashing down before my eyes;
The pillars that used to support it are crumbling down infront of me.
Gone are the good old days like newly baked cookies by the window pane;
Like a trail of bread crumbs in the road, my dreams and hopes vanished right before me.

I can't seem to fight my way through the falling debris;
Of dust and dirt, Of hopes and dreams; Of laughters and tears.
No matter how hard I try to save it.... I can't seem to win! I'm helpless! Powerless to rescue myself and my sanctuary from it all.

From all of the destruction that the raging storm has caused,
From the inevitable destruction that's scheduled to befall.
The turmoil is pulling me into various directions;
The more I struggle; the more helpless i become.

I can't stop them from falling separately; they're growing farther apart
What is to become of my quest for salvation? Of my futile fight?
I can't seem to be able to do anything about it; I'm losing...
The more I try, the harder it becomes. I'm trembling...

The more I try to pull closer together the once unbreakable fortress;
The fragile it appears; the more pointless it only appears...
The foundation has been craked by weather and time;
But the domicile has survived them all before with strength sublime.

And now that its base has been ruptured it seems impossible to repair.
I'm broken hearted with the thought that nothing will be spared.
I'm breaking with the fall of my paradise; with the lost of my comfort zone
In just one tragic instant all is lost and love was gone!

Save me for I can no longer save myself,
Save me for I can't restore it without help,
Or else all would be lost just like droplets of water,
You alone can save me Lord, there's truly no other!

Help me for I have been forsaken,
I've lost absolute control and to you I turn over.
I'm gone and 'am lost; my heart's already breaking,
Do what you must; I'm yours for the taking!

-gif l. t.

unbreak
;4:00 PM

FYI: about the girl;

-gif_KULET* ;) "respect everything else follows"

female*
18 1/2 & in a relationship*
loc: phils*

to me (email muah!)

need to reach me? (click here!)

+ love to dance
+ friggin' crazy
+ food tripper
+ pic-a-holic
+ laugh trip galore
+ movie-thon addict
+ adventure seeker
+ strong-willed
+ opinionated
+ sentimental
+ ~~inlove; in a relationship~~
but inlove with the idea of love

visit:

+myspace-URL: "http://www.myspace.com/jaded_for_now"

my photo album at:
"https://blogs.www.friendster.com/t/app/gallery" ((:

loves.
GOD =) || family (",) || friends ;) || sweet gestures || romantic acts || long conversations || moonlight walks on the beach || SUNSETS / sunrise || swept off my feet || personally written poems || SENERADES

hates.
HYPOCRITES! || PLAYERS / LIERS / smooth talkers & the sort || being... judged || told what to do || smirked at || intentionally ignored || left hanging || taken advantage of

calendar/events ?
my bro's & tita's bday!
mother's day!
my debut. 10/10 - tagal pa!.

my forever wish list!(:
true love =)
simple things.
happiness.

yesterdays. (my archives)
October 2004 January 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 November 2006 December 2006 April 2007