unbreak
As I’m sitting yet again in front of the computer, I find myself blogging once more. Though I don't blog everyday I picture myself as a blogger now; releasing my frustrations into the world of cyberspace. Perhaps it's not healthy but it is the easiest way for me to liberate myself from the pressures of stress. I wonder why I still get stressed out. It's funny because compared to everybody else I have it easy, loads of free time in my hands and away from the troubles of bedlam. It’s ironic to think that I thrive in stress and panic; that I simply cannot function without it. Before, I freak out for I never seem to find any excess time for myself but now that I have I do not know where to begin and I start to panic. I burst into frenzy with the thought of nothingness. I tremble when I imagine myself forever stuck in the situation I’m in. most of my friends are busy doing their on thing and advancing in each of their chosen paths, with this said I question my own decisions or choices made for me. I feel trapped in a state of comfort where in I do not feel comfortable around. I must break free and begin to choose my own destiny. I can't wait to begin the rest of my life; the chapter in my life wherein everything's new and strange. I can't wait to get that uneasy feeling back. I miss the feeling of complete innocence and wonder; like a child wondering alone in a forest or a baby being released unto the world. I want to soar high above the clouds, higher than the eagles rise. I want to cut loose of these bonds that seem to hold me back. Rupture this cuff that hinders me from achieving my full potential. I cannot wait any longer! It’s now or never.... I will take charge of my own reality. Look out world I shall absolve myself from the maladies of the civilized world. I’m going to succeed and someday I will look back at this day and laugh my troubles away.
i'm simply breaking away.........
-gif l.t.
;1:57 PM
loves.
GOD =) || family (",) || friends ;) || sweet gestures || romantic acts || long conversations || moonlight walks on the beach || SUNSETS / sunrise || swept off my feet || personally written poems || SENERADES
hates.
HYPOCRITES! || PLAYERS / LIERS / smooth talkers & the sort || being... judged || told what to do || smirked at || intentionally ignored || left hanging || taken advantage of
calendar/events ?
my bro's & tita's bday!
mother's day!
my debut. 10/10 - tagal pa!.
my forever wish list!(:
true love =)
simple things.
happiness.
yesterdays. (my archives)
October 2004
January 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
November 2006
December 2006
April 2007
