Thursday, June 16, 2005
the one...
for every dawson there's a joey, for every joey there's a dawson. for every story there's an ending. for every artist there's a muse. for every great person, there's a shadow in the backround of that someone who's supporting them. for every person there's that individual that makes them aspire to become better. the wind beneath their wings (sounds like a cliche but it's true). that one person who inspires you and pushes you to reach your goals and dream higher. not necessarily the love of your life, but possibly some one you deeply care for. not necessarily, someone you love in a romantic way, but maybe, sometimes someone you love in a way that goes beyond lust and attraction. a love that is pure and simple... a love for a friend, (a mother, a father or other). to love someone not for their good points but for their flaws, to need someone not for money, but for plain companionship. for me, a soulmate is not necessarily a person of the opposite sex, or somebody that you'll fall head over heels for, it may not even be the girl or guy of your dreams that you wish to spend the rest of your life with, it may not even be someone you feel a deep attraction or feelings for.... a soulmate, is someone to whom you share a deep spiritual and emotional connection with, without any questions asked. someone who can be there just to be there, and not for anything else. a person who will cry with you, laugh with you, tell you the truth even if you don't want to hear it. someone who knows what you're thinking without you having to utter words, someone to whom you have a history with, someone who inspires you to be you. someone who cares for you because of who you are, and not for what other people think you are. that person can be a real good friend, a lover, a brother, a sister, a mother, a father or others... it may come in different shapes or forms depending on who you ask. but if you ask me, it came to me in a shape of a friend, or rather more like a sister... she was that somebody, who fails to judge me no matter what i do wrong. somebody who's just there to listen and understand when i need it the most. somebody completely self-less in times when i'm at the bottom. for that i will forever be thankful to God, for giving me that somebody i can always run to even when i feel like the whole word is already against me.... in the end there is still that someone, who'll stand by me until the end. thank you, my friend... i dedicate this entry to you. i hope to see you again soon. and remember you need not ask for prayers for you're always part of mine. i love you, niks.....
-gif l.t.
unbreak
;4:36 PM
|