unbreak
i don't know why goodbyes have to be difficult and depressing. even during my childhood days and i know during yours too, we all already knew how hard it is to say goodbye. starting from our very, very first day of school in kindergarden or pre-school, we used to cry when we bid our mommies or daddies goodbye. and it's not because we think that we will be alone 'coz we all know that we'll be surrounded by alot of new people. and that is the very reason that scares us, the new things and the new people that we'll meet. we're scared of the things that lies ahead and things that we're unsure of. we fear what we don't know... we fear the thought of loosing our comfort zones or our safety blankets. but after a while, we get used to the new environment. we make friends and form close bonds and relationships. then, seperation from our old comfort zones, our homes doesn't seem to be as hard as the first time. that's because we realized that we will be able to survive their short absence. we will be able to handle things standing on our own feet with the help of the new friends we've found. people whom we've become bonded with and accustomed to being with. their company has given us new comfort zones, their mere prescence has served us our comfort blanket for they are the people we've began to care for and began to care for us as well. and so for every year that passes and every school year that starts and ends, for every moment we spend together... we become closer more than we will be able to explain. in that period of time we find ourselves saying goodbye / i'll miss you and hello / welcome back over and over again. only it doesn't seem to be extremely excruciating because we know we'll see each other again as soon as class begins or even during vacations. and as each moment flies by, the goodbyes becomes more and more easier than the first time we bid farewell. but the thing is, even if the first time we say our farewell is undeniably difficult, it is nothing compared to the last time we do our goodbyes. when you know that it may be the very last time that you'll be seeing the people, the places or the life that you've become so attached to, it becomes not only excruciatingly difficult but also unbelievably terrifying. a great example of this, is the highschool graduation because it is the height of tears and fears. it is when everyone who have seen each other grow for the past years, have reached the point where they would have to go on their seperate ways. only a stone won't cry because even the young men (no longer the playful, immature boys from elementary) will shed a tear. the feeling is simply unexplainable and one can only relate once one have actually felt and gone through it. the pain is not only caused by the fact that you're parting from everything you cherish the most, but also because you're saying goodbye to the experiences and the moments that you've had during the past years. the moments that seemed to be a present feeling will now simply become part of the past and a mere sweet memory that you'll treasure forever. that's one of the saddest part of doing your goodbyes most especially when you're doing your highschool farewell...
i dedicate this to the people who have touched my life and has become a part of it one way or another, to my very close friends and classmates. i'll miss you and already missing you. thank you for the memories... thank you for making my Highschool life a memorable and unforgettable one!
congratulations to the NFPS batch of 2004-2005!!! we've made it and we're beginning a new chapter in our lives! good luck to all of us!
-gif l.t.
;5:47 PM
loves.
GOD =) || family (",) || friends ;) || sweet gestures || romantic acts || long conversations || moonlight walks on the beach || SUNSETS / sunrise || swept off my feet || personally written poems || SENERADES
hates.
HYPOCRITES! || PLAYERS / LIERS / smooth talkers & the sort || being... judged || told what to do || smirked at || intentionally ignored || left hanging || taken advantage of
calendar/events ?
my bro's & tita's bday!
mother's day!
my debut. 10/10 - tagal pa!.
my forever wish list!(:
true love =)
simple things.
happiness.
yesterdays. (my archives)
October 2004
January 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
November 2006
December 2006
April 2007
