secrets of the opinionated; another chapter in her life...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

hatred makes the world go round....

Have you ever felt like you never seem to do anything right? have you ever hated someone that you just aren't suppose to? have you hated someonso much that it hurts? have you ever hated yourself for hating someone so much? have you ever tried so hard to hate someone but you just can't manage to?

Well for me, the answer to all these questions is......... YES!!! I HAVE! and it seems stupid come to think of it but then it's just so hard to keep everything bottled up inside. sometimes, i just want to scream and cry but my eyes out but i can't. i can't seem to get the courage to do it. it's sad to think, that all i can do is write it all down and just let it pass.
how did life become so hard? when did everything change? i'm jaded whenever i realize that i've never really felt happy most of the times that i'm smiling or laughing. i've been so used to pretending that i don't really notice it anymore... =(

-gif l.t.

unbreak
;9:12 PM

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-gif_KULET* ;) "respect everything else follows"

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+ love to dance
+ friggin' crazy
+ food tripper
+ pic-a-holic
+ laugh trip galore
+ movie-thon addict
+ adventure seeker
+ strong-willed
+ opinionated
+ sentimental
+ ~~inlove; in a relationship~~
but inlove with the idea of love

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loves.
GOD =) || family (",) || friends ;) || sweet gestures || romantic acts || long conversations || moonlight walks on the beach || SUNSETS / sunrise || swept off my feet || personally written poems || SENERADES

hates.
HYPOCRITES! || PLAYERS / LIERS / smooth talkers & the sort || being... judged || told what to do || smirked at || intentionally ignored || left hanging || taken advantage of

calendar/events ?
my bro's & tita's bday!
mother's day!
my debut. 10/10 - tagal pa!.

my forever wish list!(:
true love =)
simple things.
happiness.

yesterdays. (my archives)
October 2004 January 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 November 2006 December 2006 April 2007